Well for those who are trying to interpret the content of this article by the title above let me tell u that yes i have actually fallen in the "trap" where no one would like to fall..but can't help it...
So here goes my story..please guide me if i m right after u read this....
Actually i have a very close friend called"-------"(name not to be revealed so soon) who became too friendly and close to me in the past (say few) months and i sought of felt infatuated towards him..
I am a very serious and straight forward girl by nature,who is a feminist in every way....but after meeting this guy things started changing for me..
Every comment that he passed playfully on me made me think seriously about it..every prank he played made me laugh and feel happy ...every moment i spent with him gave me immense pleasure..i really started pondering whether i m in the fantasy world being bitten by the '4 letter word' which everyone speaks of..???.
As I told u he was/is a very good pal and telling my feelings to him would be either losing my friendship or acheiving him...so i was a little nervous before telling him my feelings..
But somehow i was so restless that i decided to tell him whatever i felt for him...
So here comes the D day of my life,i somehow mustered courage and called him to a place where i was going to reveal my emotions withheld till now...he came and gave a cute smile(i experienced my heart beating fast as he gave that grin with so sweet dimples..)and sat down expecting to chat as we usually did..
Then after a few minutes of chatting about mundane topics i began my actual conversation for which i had called him..I could not gather courage to look at him in his eyes , specially bcoz i was telling all this stuff for the 1st time and the fact that me being a girl taking the first step was sounding a bit desperate...I took 30 minutes to say what i wanted to and then.....ouch!!!.i felt somebody angrily knocking me down on the floor..who was it?? Oh my god was that such a big sin!!!! I only revealed my true emotions and i was being strangulated for doing that??
What was that?? OH !! to my despair it was my little brother trying to wake me up from my dreams saying"Didi ab utho bhi college nahi jana hai kya??? Mummy kab se utha rahi hai"
So i was dreaming!!!! Uhh what a dream!! But his smile was really cute yaar!!!
Hope to meet him in my next dream..sweeet dreams!!!
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2 comments:
Amazing!!
u know it comes straight from the heart and touches straight in the heart..
Beautifully written..
bas baad mein do para jhooth likh diye.. .. .. magar chalta hai..
Haha. funny. Although I had an inkling from the beginning it was something to fool people :) Very well written.
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